God will speak. Will you listen? (Jan 2021- May 2021)

Sometimes you just have to acknowledge that the situation is out of your control, surrender it to the Lord, and wait to see how he will help you.

I fail to listen to God when He speaks to me all too often. The older I get, the more I pray for guidance in discerning what He is telling me, especially during dreams, words & visions. Someone once asked me, "What makes you so special that God speaks to you?" I explained to him that every one of God's children has the power to connect with the Creator! I believe God desires to speak to all of His children -if they are open & willing!

My Spiritual Journal entries from January 2021- May 2021 are listed below:

1/25/21: I was in church praying and had a vision of something collapsing and people running away from the collapsing building.

Word: Teach

1/27/21 Revelation: Vision of "R" from last month is for Revival & reveal.

In Church WORD: Focus on Me, I will heal you.

1/30/21 Vision: My thoughts fought it, but I saw chaos and shaking.
Word: Dismiss

1/31/21 Dream: A talk show had guests Hunter & Joe Biden and Obama sitting next to them. They were playing a race game- who could create more 'black' jokes. I kept thinking this isn't funny -it's racist... don't the viewers see this? Everyone laughed, and Joe started coughing a really dry & deep cough. Hunter Biden asked his dad if he was ok, but Obama ignored him & talked into his watch.

Vision: Jesus gave us His heart in His hand ....Mary is in the background praying 🙏

2/4/21 Vision: Light in darkness followed the flashlight beam and Jesus holding the flashlight. Utter chaos things kept popping up & I couldn't make out anything. A map of the world with countries highlighted

8 19 or 819 (eight nineteen)

2/5/21
Vision; A girl (8-9 years old) running from men in Business suits (assumed men), no faces, just bodies.
American flag/confederate flag, fighting angels, demons

Typed 8 19 into Google, and Romans 8:19 -21 popped up.

"For creation awaits with eager expectation the revelation of the children of God for creation was made subject to futility not of its own accord but because of the one who subjected it in hope that creation itself would be set free from slavery to corruption and share in the glorious freedom of the children of God."

2/7/21 Vision; American flag, fireworks

2/8/21

Vision: American flag, Trump, and other business suit people.

Word: In church, deep in prayer, heard: "My Child," and then a test bomb went off (Marine Corps Base nearby)

2/9/21

Reoccurring visions: American Flag, Shaking, Cross, heart in a hand.

2/10/21 Vision of big flag, Jesus stepped through it, and it separated it. 2 flags restored

2/11/21 Word: adjudicated

Vision: gavel tapped, a man in a business suit could not see a full face.

2/15/21 Vision: Fighting demons crying out to Lord for help. Battle won
Another Vision: 2 people getting married, Cross, Body of Christ in a monstrance, American flag, papers.....Things went black.

2/16/21 Dream: Went back to California but things changed...clouds in the sky represented aborted baby parts and there were so many.

2/19/21 Word; Piety ----- Fear of the Lord

Confirmed with the video regarding 7 Spirits of God and in the book 7 Gifts of the Holy Spirit

2/20/21: Word: 12

Vision: opened up the front door and saw a baby's body on the ground- blood everywhere & baby parts on the ground.
I saw the pope, or what I thought was the pope, being thrown to the ground.

Word: Whatever happens, you will be ok.

2/22/21 Vision: 2 people married in Catholic Church blessed by God -unity candle.

2/24/21 Word: peril

2/27/21
Vision: a Flag; words kept appearing, but I could not make it out.
Word: Intercessor

3/1/21

Vision: Tied hands - in bondage. A cross & Mary (Mother of God)

3/4/21

A vision of a man beating up another man on the ground. The American flag, then the Sacred heart of Jesus.

Thoughts: 

After watching the Medjugorje movie, I felt happy, peaceful, thankful, and in awe. I closed my eyes and saw a ❤️. Then with a bit more focus, I was looking right into the eye of Mary.

3/5/21

I went to Church to pray & unbeknownst to me, it was adoration! God asked me to bring my youngest to Him & I did.
Vision: Trump praying to Jesus- Pope Francis

3/7/21

Dream: Bad guy attempted to get my youngest 3 kids and me. He portrayed himself as good but was wearing clay & the clay fell off.

3/8/21
On walk... Dogs barking at me. Walking down the sidewalk saw a fox, so I crossed. I then traveled back. But it made me think that sometimes foxes get in the way of our paths, and we detour, but God always brings us back.

Word: Just when all seems grim....

3/9/21
Vision: Mother Mary....then a skeleton appears to be Mary.
Word: Judgment is coming

3/10/21
A vision of being in the sky?

3/15/21
In Church, praying for Mary Sterner...Word: it is finished, and go do your work. Came out of Church and found out she had passed away.

3/16/21
In Church Word- Lots of Life or full of life left.

3/17/21
A vision of people walking normally and then all of a sudden falling.
Man's feet or rug pulled from under him and fell to the floor.

3-20-21

Word: Disorder

3-21-21
Vision: 4

3-23-21
Vision: Mary/Jesus trying to communicate with me
Dream: Chaos ensuing and evil revealed.

3-25-21
Dream: Outdoor auditorium of people, angry people. They were mad that their loved ones died, but when flashed on the screen, they immediately had relief and peace 🕊️...one lady looked at the screen and fought the outpouring of grace. She eventually came around.
Kept asking God about my time to share, and He said not yet I'd receive a sign. I was getting impatient and tried to take matters into my own hands. Directed to care for someone...was told things are possible with God and what seems unattainable will come to pass.

3/28/21

Word: Orange

Vision: Someone sitting outside the plane while it was flying leaned forward & purposely fell out of it. Looked like a skeleton!
Crucifix, Jesus

4/16/21

Vision: Hands pressing on the glass as if they were trapped.
Mary and Jesus' presence in my soul. Focus on a cross. Slingshot kind of unveiling.
Word: Pray
Thought, feeling, word? Something is not right with my husband.

4/25/21

Word-You are mine

4/26/21

Word: Something that I can't remember; I was supposed to write down but didn't listen to God because I was lazy.....I think the Word was "It is time" or "the time is now"
Visions of crosses, one cross with a heart lying on its side.

4/28/21

Dream: Catholic laity had a rainbow(aka PRIDE) flag in their office.
Vision: While praying In front of Jesus saw His heart- He gave to me.

4/29/21

Word: I'm coming
Vision: Jesus's heart, spider crawling, Baby in the womb -tiny baby,

5/1/21

Word: presumptuous

5/3/21
Word in front of the tabernacle:
I am here, be not afraid, I am here .....I turned around and said, "I know; that's why I come-
I love you."

5/7/21

Vision: Pres Trump stood and walked towards the American flag- the flag appeared bigger...I then saw 2 people getting married & hugging each other. Then, directly proceeding with this Vision, I saw the wife of a married couple receive communion.

5/16/21

Vision &/or dream:
small baby in the womb -Vision in the sky
Vision cross lasso & pulled away from the altar
Menorah on the ALTAR

5/17/21

Word while in Church praying: I am Coming
Reoccurring visions of crosses, the American flag