Just give me Jesus and Java!

Suffice it to say I have contemplated as to whether or not I am in my right mind. I did not ask for this; perhaps this is all my imagination. I have prayed about it. I've tried avoiding it, but I failed. So I've decided rather than fight it, I will write it! To be honest, I don't write down everything. I do get lazy. Or, the "image" is recurring throughout the day - whenever, wherever I don't see a need to write it. Below are more exciting experiences between May and December of 2021. May 20th, 2021 Word : Exuberant. 05-23-21 Vision: Jesus or the Father reaching into someone's chest and ripping out the heart 5/27/21 Word: Stay (after asking about my job) Word: I can't remember the exact phrase, but "My church will not fail, My church will go, My church not fall." 6-2-21 At night went to bed and heard that Trump was returning or coming back. 6/5/21 Sitting and praying in the car, speaking to the Lord, I suddenly started talking his words,

"The purpose of this blog is to share my faith journey and inspire you to deepen your relationship with Jesus"! I've always felt a connection to the Holy Spirit- even before my confirmation. It makes sense since we are a part of the Body of Christ and receive the Holy Spirit at Baptism. I'm not a prophet, nor do I claim to be "God's Gift" to the earth. I'm an ordinary woman - some consider me crazy - on a spiritual journey open to the Holy Spirit. Call it a sense of intuition, but I've always had a few gifts to cultivate my and others' faith. My fear of the Lord and belief that He can do everything have never wavered. I have, however, doubted my worth and His plans for my life. I always thought about myself and what others could do for me. If I did not get my way, I'd run away- usually. I needed help following through with anything, failing to reap the fruits of my labor. (That's for another blog! ) Have you ever heard from God? Do